I am Undiscovered

Okay, so with all the negativity, I decided to post a positive. I decided to give some credit and shout outs to some people who have really stuck out to me lately and helped me. Kamali and I had a long talk yesterday and it left me thinking and so I decided on a good entry I would do this. I apologize because this certainly isn't everyone and I don't have much time, but I'm going to do some positives. Some people in this might not even see this, but that doesn't matter.

First off EVERYONE at Camp Sunshine. I don't need to elaborate much because I already wrote a blog specifically about Camp Sunshine and it's impact on me. Everyone I met there has made my life so much better and I hope to see them again next year. It's my happy place and I cannot wait to return.

Then, well let me do this sort of chronologically now with four people I really want to talk about. I'm going to do it in the order I met them.

Amy: Okay, I've known you FOREVER. Since 7th grade, and you're actually probably the friend I've had the longest and whose been truest to me. You've been there for me a lot lately, always checking in and sitting and talking with me. You never judge me or have anything negative to say. You're attentive and you listen. Everything you do, you mean well and you help. You really have been a true friend, even if we had our differences back in high school. High school is when the drama occurs though and well I still learned that you were a true friend, unlike others I was closer to in high school. :D I thank you for that. I only hope I can do just as much for you.

Kamali: Of course Kamali is going to be on here. I don't want to ramble too much, because I could say a lot about her, but she probably knows every damn thing about me. We've stayed up until 5-6am sleeping over one another's houses just talking about life. She's one of the few people I feel I can truly talk to about anything and everything. She'll be blunt if I'm being stupid, and sometimes I need that. She doesn't take shit and I can keep going. She's been there and gone through some of the same issues with certain people I have. We have so much in common and I live for every time we hang out because I feel so alive and good. Wed. study days are my life right now because even if I'm doing schoolwork we're still together doing it.

Erin: My cupid. I met you through Kamali and originally just as an rp friend, but clearly you've become so much more than that. You became a best friend, and then somehow I fell in love. I called you cupid once I started having those feelings and it only blossomed from there. It's almost two months and I couldn't be happier. You make me smile when no one else can and you're there for me always. I only hope I'm there for you just as much. We didn't say I love you right away because we wanted to make sure we were ready and it really was meant. I'm glad for that because it really shows how serious and how much you care. You're not like anyone else I've been with and I never want to lose you. I know no matter what happens we'll always be in each other's lives. Winter break is going to be amazing. I cannot wait for you to come here and to show you certain places and things. I love you.

Last but certainly not least, Kelly: You are just amazing to me. You have been so supportive and loving. Our phone dates are something I look forward to so we can talk about important things and silly things. You know I'm always here for you and I know I can count on you for the same. I wish you lived closer so we could hug when we really want to, which seems to be a lot lately. You need to get a webcam besides your mic so we can REALLY skype-skype! You have made things so much better recently and I wouldn't trade any of our talks for the world. You just amaze me sometimes with how you handle things. Despite having clinical depression you do a REALLY amazing job at handling things when I've seen others go completely bonkers because of it. I love you and I appreciate everything you do. You're a true best friend, Kel-Bel! (totally wanted to say mate there, think all our HP talk and charries are getting to me? lolz).

Anyway, I think that's it for now. I have to run out to work anyway, so I don't have time to say more if I wanted to. I just wanted to write a positive little blurb about what I've appreciated lately after a talk with Kamali reminded me. :D So there's that.